all i can say is please bitchslap me next time i get myself involved with some idiot who doesn't know his own limits and lives in a fantasy land where they're always right, regardless of what reality is screaming at them in capital letters! geez. not that i'll ever do that again!

when will people realize that completely denying reality despite overwhelming evidence is a luxury only superstars and megazillionaires can sustain for any length of time. what's that saying again? oh yeah, pride goeth before a fall. and that fall can be down a chasm with sharp rocks at the bottom. beware! ever see the fool on the tarot card deck? yep, that's what he's doing. one foot poised over the chasm, the other waiting to join it.

know what you don't know! he actually said that. hah! indeed. famous last words.very last. bye bye. solve your own problems now. when i tried my best to at least cushion the inevitable fall, he looked for more sharp rocks to fall on, because he thought he could outsmart them. but rocks is rocks. all that got him was even more sharp rocks. i'm sure he's blaming me for it instead of acknowledging reality for once.

how's this for twisted logic? and i use the word logic rather loosely. i go easy on the guy, trying to be fair and decent, he decides he's gonna get a better deal. believe me, there was no possible way to get a better deal than the one i made. in the end, he gave himself a worse deal, more trauma, more embarrassment than i would have ever put him through, ended up lying under oath, and looking like, well, a fool. not just to me, but to even more people than there would have been if he hadn't chosen that particular route. talk about shooting yourself in the foot! and now there's a public record of it. brilliant. how did i ever end up with this one?

never again! should be a major life lesson for both of us. well, it was for one of us. moving on...